Too much joy from my unicorn socks this week!!
Managed an 18 hour fast. Sirena is a happy girl today.
Had a session yesterday which was fine but has left me with the most painful mourning/attachment pain.
I’ll write more about that later. But for today I’ve meditated and that helped quite a bit and I am trying to stay very present in the moment to help combat the attachment pains.
I feel so young and just want a cuddle… from Sienna. I had to stop myself texting to ask for an appointment for tonight.
I am trying to talk to the abandoned child and reassure her that everything is okay.
I have reminded her that Sienna is still there and we’ll see her Monday and that she loves and cares for us.
But I don’t even know if that’s true. Does Sienna love me?
I think so. But I feel a lot of doubt about the word love.
Anyway… I’m just trying to keep busy and stay present.