Fucking shit. Literally cannot deal with this level of shit right now.
Why is it that when I need to find trust and safety.. my therapist ends up moving further away and also using all the words I hate # boundaries #therapeuticrelationship #notyourmother
Just Fuck Off.
I’m literally a crying pile of shit right now.
I can’t survive in this space. I don’t know how to do any of it anymore. I just want to be numb again and on my own. Fuck relationships. Fuck trying.