I am not enjoying the journey today. 
The journey sucks. The journey feels like it doesn’t end in sunshine and rainbows. The journey feels like a race to the bottom of the barrel. It feels like a sprint to insanity. 


11 thoughts on “Not.

  1. LB says:

    I have been reading but not commenting lately, Sirena. You’ve been having a tough time, and I’ve been at a loss for words but still thinking of you. Hang in there, and as hard as this is, try to find some meaning in what you are feeling. Making connections really helps me when I’m in a dark place.

    Sending as much peace and warmth as you can hold.

  2. This little mind of mine says:

    You might have to go right to the bottom of that barrel, to get back out again where there are sunshine and rainbows. Just don’t give up at the bottom. Every part of you deserves to see those rainbows, don’t give up xxx

  3. Kate says:


    I’ve been reading but I’m in a similar place and have not been able not come up with any meaningful things to say. Just wanted you to know I’m still here, I hear how super hard your working and how painfully confusing this all is.
    Thinking of you

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